Mar 5th - Feeling down

I've been feeling really down lately - really out of it. One of my best friends and I have been fighting a bit lately. I won't post those details here but I just needed some space to think. I didn't want to say anything I would regret. When I get upset or angry I tend to lash out with what I say. When I came back to try and talk to him, in the middle of our conversation my phone battery died and I couldn't let him know that. I couldn't charge my phone until after work and when I got back on Skype he had deleted me :( this seems to be the fight that broke our friendship and I have been so upset about it every since :( I cried myself to sleep last night and have felt like I've been in a bit of a daze. It's going to take a while to get over it. We were so close and now I just don't know what to feel :/